Subject of the Month~ August 2017 Ramayana

“When I do not know who I am, I serve You and when I do know who I am, You and I are One”~ Hanuman to Ram

Though the protagonist of this epic tale is Ram, the heart hero is undoubtedly Hanuman, the mischievous monkey who only finds his way from endless distraction to presence through devotion. This level of selfless service can be difficult to manifest. Hanuman turns from riches, praise, safety and comfort to serve Ram, the embodiment of love and wisdom as consciousness itself. As an idealized concept in movies and fairy tales, we are regaled with the extraordinary things people do for love. In a lived experience, however, serving love is not so easy when it clashes with the need of the self to be front and center. In yoga philosophy, we are asked to consider all beings as one, and taught that none can be truly whole until all are free. In many religions, “loving everyone as you love yourself” is a central theism. Yet what does it take to continually serve until all beings are free from pain and suffering? How often do we get frozen on the edge of action where the needs or judgements of our “self” clash with what is necessary to uplift another? Hanuman is a manifestation of love and devotion that overcomes the distractions of the monkey mind and the self-centric ego to provide what is needed to take the leap of faith toward universal love.

In the course of any life, circumstances will bring us again and again to this edge of action where distraction meets presence. When we are called to fill out our dharma (the necessary actions of our particular life) and to serve in ways that challenge us, many times it is because an upheaval has occurred. We are frantic, our sense of order has collapsed, we are left reeling, what we have counted on has failed us!  We waver, unsure if we have what it takes or if we can make a difference. Right at the edge of what is necessary, we hover. If our dedication and trust collapse at this point, we find a million reasons why it is better simply to step down and leave it to someone else. In samsara, this creates a dynamic where fear and ignorance constantly usurp wisdom and love to gain a foothold in our karmic expression. Hanuman, as an avatar of the Divine, shows us a different way. If, as Hanuman, we take a leap of faith in the service of another, we exponentially increase the capacity of our hearts and mind to open to the sweetness and strength inherent in devotion. We melt into the very matrix of universal consciousness when we align with love. Our actions determine whether we cultivate wisdom or ignorance in our karmic field, and love or fear in our hearts. The choice is ours.

We may not have the physical super powers of Hanuman, perhaps we can’t physically grow huge, or shrink, or soar across oceans, or carry mountaintops in our hands. Yet in the story of our unique life and time, presence can lend us the very qualities that are needed in our own battles and challenges as we strive to meet the standard of Hanuman: showing up fully in the service of love. Even in the norm of samsara where we identify with the self, to act in service of the divine and others creates a beautiful path of devotion that becomes our way to liberation and wholeness. Like Hanuman, once committed, we can’t go wrong as each act of loving service transcends the self and brings us closer and closer to the divine. In the presence of this love, we realize through service to others, we always have been serving the truest and most eternal part of our “Self” as well.

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